I DoN’T kNoW
Woke up early, felt like shit..it was a total different
mood…im not sure whether something irked me while I was sleeping but feels like
shit now maybe I wanted to rest, but you were very persistent to wake me up
oh!! Damn…what a day…supposed to pop over to my friend’s house warming but
hell, my mood fucking me up…I just don’t wanna socialize with anyone so no
point going and showing how blackened my face is…as usual, isolating myself is
the best way when my mood swing hit me…maybe I do wanted someone to be here for
me, to console me…but I don’t think its such a good ideal neways probably you
wouldn’t be able to stand my depressing bad moodness at all and instead of
having one person in a bad mood, it will end up that you will be in a bad mood
as well, and that makes it two…I have always wondered why I get hit badly by
mood swings not that I wanna be in bad mood but *pops* its just there! It
will ruin my day, my plans and every other things..i wish I have someone to
cast a spell on me so that the horrendous mood swings wont ever attack me
again…haiz…there are too many things in life to thing about izzit true, as you
grow older, there are many more things that matter to you? I don’t know, I tend
to think to much..are you important to me anymore? Are you my true friend? I
don’t know, can I just pretend that everything is alright when I know its not?
Izzit a different you or me? Has my work lifestyle affected everything around
me? Too many questions and no answers to any of it… why is there in life that
you’re filled with questions? I don’t know again…..
