mY SeCreT CoNFesSiOnS. . .

I have no mood to write blog…but nothing to do here, haizz dont know why everyone likes…These few days a lot of things trouble me, but i dont have time to make myself free to settle down everything. Too much things need to do, need to complete, dont know what should i start first. Thing keep on happened, i cant settle it one by one..TIRED!! anyone can help me?? Look out from the window, winds blow, and listening my favourite song, hope everything stop at this moment…A lot of decision need to make, for sure something i already decided, hope courage can make myself fulfill for what i want to do. Problem is need to be solve, things that not belongto me…it woudnt never belong to me, people that dont understand me, give forever time also wont understand me, things just happened, i will go through on it…i still prefer keep alone to cool down myself settle everything…todaywoke up at 9something…imposible…normally  i will sleep until 12something *piggy* so just turn on my pc and started chat with my buddies thru msn, after the conversation with them i totally agree with that haha…they keep asking me treasure, seem like i am never serious on my problem. Haha..i know la!!! i do responsibility in my every single choice ok!! Recently quite a lot of people asking me same question. nothing much to say just want to emphasize i dont wish to think too much…as long as happy..haiss girl like comlicated else…time passed so fast…kylie birthday again…whole gang went to disco (dont wish to mention which one) celebrate. First of all i want announce the disco really suck enough!! no nest time KYLIE. How to describe i also dont know… but anyway the celebrate consider as happy…its been long time never get drunk and of course yesterday also!!! Anyway, my coming week will be very busy because of month end.For account’s people month end we need to cheong to close the current month accounts! Headache!!!

what a bad day for me…

feeling bad, sad, stress, miserable………………. (T.T)

I got this message from zoe …and its very meaningful for me….

Take your time to read my secret confessions hehe…

##When then bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself  “er..so full…cannot sit down one”. So you said to yourself, I will wait for the next one. So you let the bus go and wait for the second bus.

##Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, “er…this bus so lousy…surely very uncomfortable one.” So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

##After awhile, another bus came, its not crowded and not lousy but you said,”er…no air-con one…and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one” so again you let the bus go and decided to wait again…

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want!!! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus wont break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?? So people want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn’t hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the “BUS” doesn’t suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But WAIT… I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming  (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! Haha….The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love…if you love someone set him free, if he comes back to you, you know hez your, if they don’t then it was never meant to be….am I rite??? But anyway, I still enjoy my single life. . . its much more freedom, no pain, no hurt. . . or maybe it just because of my passed relationships so I rather being single…

Stay Happy, Stay Cool, Stay you. . . . (@.^) FRANNIE!!! (@.^)

I am ignorant, easily angered and even the slightest mistake that you made can be intensified in my converging torld. You can say/do the same thing twice, but i wont react to it both the same way.i am self-absorbed, and a bit too self-centred. i always (occasional cpmpromise? never) have myself at the top of my priorities, and i dont love you for who you are. i love you for what you might become for me.So…do you love me, for what, and who i really am??????

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Tomorrow will be last day francis in SKL. Actually quite sad, he will going back Canada on end of this month. Really miss the day we spent together in office no matter what happenned he will try to solve the problem for me. i think i will miss him when hez not arround and wanna cry also but my tear not co-operate with me at all hehe. . .and of course wish you all the best in Canada. . . T.T