Do you remember the moment when..
I don’t understand people sometimes, why must everything be in order? Im not saying that I’d like mine to get tangled up, but a little bit of flaw doesn’t drive you out from the lane, everybody has their moment, so don’t ask if I’m not giving you what you want!!
Ya!! I used to be closed to you, I never really did know how to tell you how much I care. Occasional slips are unavoidable, but close flickering moments are so rare, that I don’t even recall you, being enclosed in your own realm, notice it at all. Fights, tears, hugs, no pretence…I remember trying hard, giving myself hard time for not telling you how much I care. Every time I reel dejected, every time I feel like a million sad thing have just landed on me…every time you take over and steer me back to the right direction…every time I found myself in silence, hard to say it out…I tried…but every time I hope for an outburst instead of suppressing it downward, into somewhere dark inside and invisible, something bad ensued. Its okay of you don’t remember, all you have to remember is no matter what it takes, how it turn out…there will be always someone out there reaching for you. And im just glad that someone happens to me…. I know how it feel when something you did/do is not of somebody’s approval, the desperate need to make it looks right and the anticipation to see the smiles you hope for mean so much to you but somehow, no matter how important you think it is to you, the latter always fail to notice that. So much for a pleasant surprise! I hate to be the one stir up the feeling, I didn’t know what to say, what to do and what to give you back, how’s we possible be able to break the mould when some part of us are engraved somewhere in it? But, that doesn’t mean I don’t care………..
